Messages between Catslave1 and Yurii
I don't know, I just don't feed into it, usually, though, they would just 'disable' the comments. I've seen videos that have the statement: "Commenting for this video has been disabled" or something like that. Saw the footage on our local news channel yesterday morning, that was amazing the child being safe after that fall and being under the train!!
I'm doing ok, and tell her, "No worries!" just hanging out for the day, ain't much of anything on TV, except for "The Price Is Right" and "Patch Adams". I'm tired of people out-bidding someone else by a 'dollar' (You know: if one person says $500, the other person will say $501), and I've seen "Patch Adams" several times, and I just can't stand to watch it and see the part about Carin (Monica Potter) being killed by Larry (Dougals Roberts), it tears me up so bad... so I'll probably just read for a bit, not in much of a LOL-making mood today for some reason........
Kind of out of it, wishing my anti-depression meds worked, I'm on a new one I've transitioned to, and it's not working any better than the last one I had. I'd be willing to give Ferret88 a chance, and you are right about her and the profile, I'm just dealing with some stuff, and I was wondering why she wanted to add me as a friend, could you ask her for me? I'm just going thru a real roller coaster of emotions and moods right now, and one of my biggest fights and struggles (and a big component of my PTSD) is my self-esteem/worth, and being able to take positive feedback comments. It's hard to explain but when someone says things positive to or about me, it embarrasses me, and I feel like they must just saying it, because I don't FEEL like I'm capable of doing things very well, or that I've earned any compliments, I guess because immediately after hearing someone say something nice, I still will have a hollow, empty feeling in my heart, and I don't know why, and I can't find the words
Ok, I'll give you that, but there is also the thing of my stating no friend requests for now, I'm just kind of in a space right now where I'm trying to get in a stable mood and place. I will give it more thought about accepting her request, but it isn't automatic, I also like to have similar interests, etc..... I just need some space is all.......
