Messages between JMixx and hunnysuckle
yah, i'll always feel bad about it, but as time goes on i accept what happenned more. its different when a pet is so sick and you put them down, here i just couldn't explain to people ennymore why i would keep him, and i did feel increasingly more afraid even though i thought at oe tiem i couldd control what would set him off, but what if something more unpredictable happend? well, thx fur yer support:*
My prayer for my baby boy was that, when the vet gave him the shot, there would be angels waiting for him who would look just like me and the people he loved, so he wouldn't realize what had happened. I know it was the right thing to do, but I still have some guilt and regrets; don't know how to avoid that. It's one of the hardest things to do, in my experience. And I have never lost a pet to a "natural" death.
Yeah, I almost still regret it, taking him to the shelter to be put down. I keep thinking I made a mistake...long storee...trying to keep him from attacking a sicklee kitty that was libbing in me back yard...he wanted to get him real bad, i juss wanted to grab him and put him indside, but he messed up both my hands real bad---and i had only got outta the hospittal the day BEFORE because i gotta bad infection in my leg from a bite he gave me cuz he smeeled the pheramones from that same cat on the back of my knee (kittee got frendly, brushed back of my knee wiff his cheek, left scent) and he sank his teef into my knee! He was sorry, he acted very sheepish for a while---but i can't keep winding up in the hospital---and what if he bit someone else liek this? so sadd..i loved him so much. he was my car buddy, he ebben went to the beach wiff me once. thanx fur listening...i only had him for 6 months after i rescued him from up in a tree in fureezing rain--but things just aren't the saem wiff
