It's getting closer now. My mother has been alerted and she completely caught me off guard in the car by going off on another one of her rants, which I will admit I reacted poorly to. I am now able to talk to the administration about it mostly coherently, but she fucking drilled me about it to tears. I had to repeat myself on several occasions beause she wasn't listening to what I was saying, she tried to covertly say that I was developing a mental illness, and it isn't "logical", as if I changed my worldview for no damn reason, but it's not worth the effort of explaining it, and all sorts of shit, and before too long I was so fucking drowned in anger that I could barely form a coherent response. I'm still fucking angry about it. She rants about how I tell her nothing. Gee, I wonder why? Maybe it's because I don't trust her worth shit and she keeps getting me for shit that goes against her hugbox SJW system of beliefs. After that talk was done, she says "sorry", but you wouldn't believe how forced it looked. She wasn't sorry, she just wants me to conform to the leftist standard. Not only that, but she talked briefly about wanting to monitor what I do online. Fucking try it and I'll turn it right around on your ass, she knows shit about technology and I have the skills to fuck over the home network for good. Just another good example of how talking about shit with people IRL only fucks me over. Sorry about that, but I needed to say it. I hate her with every fibre of my being.
November may still work. A lot of things can happen in the span of six months, and if you delay it too long then some of the people who have previously committed will have more of a chance of dropping out early. The only hope for success by this point is a revolt, civil war, invasion from another country that had a change in management, or to gather everyone you can, migrate to a weak nation, and take it over. The only thing peaceful methods can do for you at this point is slow, steady growth, which will be stomped out after too long unless something else is done.
Thanks. If they do try to completely bar me from having it even on my person or property in school, then I'll play the protected categories card, and comment on other's freedom to not only use their ridiculous symbols, but outright advertise themselves during assemblies. If that doesn't work, I'll redouble my efforts and do a full assault on the history department. At any rate, it's been a while since I've heard any word on the path of light. Any progress in that group?
Well, it finally happened, I may very well to have to fight with the administration to bear the swastika. There was no problem when I was dealing with the sub-administrative staff, but now that one of the people on the top level have been alerted, it's going to be a problem.
I noticed. My history class has started the World War Jew unit, and I noticed the most ridiculous thing. When we were talking about the eastern front, there was this one bit that mentioned, and I quote, "portable gassing vans" which were supposed to be driven around to gas jews on the spot or something. It took some willpower not to kek at that one.
But I've yet to put this to the real test. I've gotten word about this one place that has swastika necklaces. Exactly what kind of swastika, I'm not sure, but I'm going to check it out hopefully some time this weekend.