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Probably won't be able to answer your question until then. Right now I have been up I think 36 hours...but have lost count and could care less. I am beginning to feel the hallucinations from the brain fatigue beginning to tipple....and soon I will go ride them into sleep, watching them as long as I can for the messages they will bring. This is my preferred version, since I overdid the drugs when I was a kid...and really don't want to go the pharmacology route anyway. The visions will eventually merge with my dreams and I will likely trance and meditate for the next several days. Been doing a lot of this lately...it helps with pain control as well. Worst thing about pain is not being able to sleep.
basically, I was a very cynical artist who thought all that new age stuff was just too precious and I rolled my eyes at friends and acquaintances that spouted it it. The few friends I have left from those days, think it very funny to hear me now. My guides say they prefer I don't read, so if I come up with something they supply me, even if there are mistakes in it.....that my ingenuousness will show that it is not from me, but from them.
No....I was woefully ignorant about all of this when I was tapped on the shoulder. The biggest thwap came after my housemates moved in, who were also destined to channel, and in a far different manner.,,,but one night after they moved in, the lights had been flashing for days...and we had to cleanse the house.....we had been having argument after argument and a teacher told us we needed to do some circles together....we did, but evidently it wasn't enough....the blender turned itself on in the kitchen. nothing else on that circuit went on. those are tough to push buttons too......we did some work, I wasn't hearing consistently so all of us had out our pendulums. That night were the first visions I had of Na.ho.mesh who had been waiting to teach me his tradition as he had his camp on the land my house is built on.
are you on facebook? If not I will give you my e-mail address if you promise to delete the message.
i am going to run off to the hills now...but I realized the best thing I can do for a man of your intelligence..is give you something to read! One of the better Sahmanism sites http://www.paralumun.com/shamanism.htm
The main thing is that I am what is called a conscious channel, so I can be taken over by etheric beings to bring messages or for them to do work through me. I insisted I must be conscious of what happens, and that weakens anything they can do through me.
One of the things I am best at is selecting the correct remedies for folks to take. whether it is Homeopathy, floral essences, aroma therapy, aurasoma, which crystals or stones. Sometimes I can tell when something is going to happen...or can tell someone what is going on in their lives...or can feel where an object has been or been used...but unless it is determining whether an object has power...positive or evil..as in cursed, it is not consistent yet. I do great tarot or oracle card readings...when I am allowed, but when I have played with those cards for telepethy or precog...the results are inconsitent. wish they weren't but when I started hearing the voices it was full of static..and it took five years to hear clearly.....eight years to see clearly, and that cuts out frequently because it makes me sick. I can tell when there is a major disaster going to strike somewhere...but not what or where. I can speak with the dead...but won't.
ah..you asked about the cleansing and cord cutting. When we meet someone...or have a connection with someone, there is potential for a psychic cord to be created. the strongest ones are with close friends and family. People who pull our energy off also can set cords, they are psychic vampires sort of....so a cord cutting is just what it says. The important cords grow back really quickly....so I advocate a total cleansing. Cleansing. People have energy bodies, often called the akashic field...when folks talk about Aura, it is the same thing. Damage from past lives, emotional traumas...illnesses that are chronic, all sorts of stuff, clouds the colors...which should be pure and jewel like. for some folks they are muddied and dark, for others they are washed out without vitality. That is one of the primary functions of all energy work. I can also do exorcism......but it takes a lot out of me. I also "weave" psychic "cloaks" that people can wear for all sorts of stuff...like when they feel insecure. Right now, I am not supposed to be working on anything except my own self healing. So I sleep and meditate a lot. I can do a lot of the work remotely. I prefer to work on folks who are sensitive enough to feel my field affecting them...so they know I am actually doing something to them.
I was just ED'ing on your convo with tookat earlier...when you talk about flying, you remind me of the way my dad felt about flying - he would pretty much rather be flying than doing anything else. He passed away in 2005, but I still have his Quiet Birdman tribute on my computer desk. I don't know if you have ever heard of them? My dad was a small plane pilot who started off young, probably in the 1930's. He got his qualifications as an flight instructor, teaching both in the air and ground school. He took aerial photos as he also loved photography. He never had enough money to own his own plane but managed to make enough money out of what he did to fly in all his spare time. He quit flying at age 82, even though he passed his physical, he knew his memory was failing. His name was Jim Young, and he went to a lot of air shows like Oshkosh and the like. I know he was a lot older than you, but it would not surprise me if you had run into him at one time or another, as he flew around the country as much as time allowed. When he retired, he used to fly a friend's plane down to visit me in Florida twice a year so his friend could drive with all their stuff. I love to think of the times we went flying off together when I was a kid! Thanks for listening to my ramblings, I just felt I had to tell his story, as flying was his life's fun.
My strongest skills are healing hands and energy work and the clairaudiance, lucid dreaming and tracing back past lives...and astral projection.
EDed msg btwn you & Kate. Some of us have been sending the Flower coll. to MamaGwyn's site in her memory. Of course, if someone needs a Flowers to complete their set, we'll send them a Flowers coll. Also, Sylviag mentioned doing the same w. Rhokit's site.
try the compatibility program on some of your old games and see if they will play. Not all will work, and some may be glitchy...I know Myst was, and looked nowhere nearly as good on my laptop screen as it did when it first came out. I am sure that many of the old greats will be remastered as games become more expensive....then again....what do I know?! I am clairaudiant, clairvoyant but not much of a precog.
The Wallace and Grommet games are hilarious...just like the films...made by the same man. I found Tell Tale games because I was looking for the sequels to the Monkey Island Game.....saw Wallace and Grommet there and forgot about buying anything else. Many of the other games I would tell you are great, but to sign up for the newsletter and wait until they were on sale. I have seen whole series for like $10 or $15, where normally a good sale price is $5.oo per episode. With the episodic games it takes four or five episodes to get through the equivalent time of an older game. Save your money on "Bone the Great Cow Race" pleh!
Ohai. Don't look for Mamagwyn except in heaven. She passed from these shores unexpectedly last summer....and left a big void in a lot of hearts. She was one of the kindest souls you could ever meet. I miss her terribly. So, a channel is what they used to call a medium. There were so many frauds working as mediums that someone, somewhere came up with the idea of our being channels. One of my main guides, Rago says that finding a person with the talent for hearing the voices of those in the etheric....which is preferred over spirit realm is sort of like changing the channels on a huge radio dial, trying to get any clear signal. Once it is found, the person gets pestered until they develop the skills to answer. Sounds plausible to me but the Mahochan Ragoczy has quite a sense of humor.
I will get back to you on your questions later...and sorry if I over info-ed you on gamestuff. Esp. if you already know it. my talk to much gene seems to be active lately, even though I can be the worlds quietest person at times. Oh...flying! I have only been in a small aircraft once and loved it. Until I can do it again, I will have to content myself with some dreams about flying. It has been years and years since I had a good one. Maybe I will try requesting one for tonight. We can sometimes direct our dreams...it is possibly the most common paranormal activity outside of intuition.
Forgive me for going on if you already know the gamesites, but since stopping teaching in 2003 I have filled in much of the time gaming when I wasn't at my practice. Oh, before I forget, Telltale often has games on sale and you can often find coupons for them on many Internet coupon sites if you want to scrub your computer from their "stuff" later. Many are aboveboard and don't load much spyware...but everyone seems to do some spyware now. The last year and a half I have been on BIG Fish Games which dear Mamagwyn introduced me to. Did you know her? I have no idea how long you have been a loler. Big Fish is also Downloadable games and if you pay the monthly game club fee, you get good discounts on the games. They have a daily sale game for and a weekly one for 3 bucks. A club member also gets a punchcard for each game purchased and a certain number of games gives you a free game. There is also a credit for buying standard edition games free each month. A total blessing when my health went south oh my...almost two years ago. Wow. Must be why Gwyn got me on Big Fish. There are a lot of gamesites like this, Gamezebo is another, these are safe A's far A's not allowing any junk on your computer, though I have noticed my advertiser bar at ICHC has big fish games listed. I don't know if it is them or Gamezebo because I often go there to look up walkthroughs when I can't find my way. I am a slow player, savoring atmosphere in a good game, but find my patience for solving sole puzzles isn't what I would wish....and others my brain just starts gibbering. Many of the Adventure Games on BFG and GamZ are hidden object games with puzzles attached. At first I was disappointed but then got hooked on the better one's. Lately I have been playing Tell Tales Jurrasic Park which is great fun if you don't mind getting killed...Iike it less when the teenage daughter is in danger....the game starts right back up at the last save point though...and save points aren't terribly far apart like some games. I think I have been chomped up 23 times now. Go T-Rex! Go go Dinos! Lol, I never grew up shadow and coming on 60, I doubt I will!
Howdy do! Wow, the Myst series. I keep looking for other games that give me that sense of Mystery and place. There is under Programs in the control panel, a program that helps with comparability of old programs. Some it worked well on, though I have not tried all of my old games on Vista and tried none of them on Windows 7. It did allow me to run Black and White and the other Myst series I have on windows XP. Some of the point and shoot programs I tried didn't work as well....like Heretic. I was able to play Alice ( the American McGee's Alice) on Vista. And I see that they just released Alice 2 in 2011! I will have to see if there is a demo. Did you ever play The Longest Journey or it's sequel Dreamfall? Those were IMHO great Adventure Games and I understand Ragnar Thornquist is finally finishing the third part. Some years ago I discovered Steam where you can download games instead of buying the discs, but the best thing was they keep your account! All the games are stored there and I can download and play them whenever I want. There are several other places doing this now. Brilliant idea. Of them, my favorite companies are Tell Tale Games whose specialty is episodic (too short!) games that take three to five segments to play....but pricing per episode is not horribly expensive, especially if you start with the older games like the adventures of monkey island and the rest of the Guybrush Threepwood games. You might remember that one, Lucasfilm redid it in a more modern version. Most of Tell Tales games are on the funny side. My favorite is Wallace and Grommet, the the Sam and Max games. Then again, you may already know all these.
I am definitely a Porsche 911 Targa fan. I quit like Vette's when they changed the style and took the chrome off. My husband and I restored a 1972 Vette three times. I kept wrecking it. Can't drive the suckers...couldn't reach the foot pedals...especially the brake.
I live in the capital. You mentioned the dust bowl - my sainted mama was in h.s. at the time; we've had such a drought of late that a slight chance of rain thrills many!
