Messages between gracie_bug and Yurii
It's ok, my son broke my heart, and I've been out of touch a bit myslef.....Matthew drove the knife in deeper in a phone call today en route to his foster/adoption parent's house, and was really detached/cold about the effect his deciding to not visit for Thanksgiving with me and Mom was having on me. He kept saying, "Don't be upset/cry Daddy!" Mainly, he didn't want to have me make him feel guilty or ruin his happiness. I've been crying off and on all afternoon (it hurt so bad that I started bawling right after he hung up, and I didn't do that on his first call, even)and evening since then, I feel like crap, have a bad headache, and I just don't care about anything right now.....
That's ok, I figured it was probably a case of school and life being busy, and praying that something hadn't happened to you vs. the computer! (If something happens to your computer, it can be fixed pretty easily; if something happened to YOU, it's a little bit trickier!) So, how is the soccer team doing?
Congats on the win! Glad you hada good time at the football game! I told my son 'Hi' for ya, had a good time with him, but it seemed to be over waaaaay too soon, and I don't know when I get to see him next.... xO Well, I'm no longer on FB, I guess, tried to log-on first thing this morning, got a notice that my account had been "disabled", no warning, no explanation. I don't fucking get it, I just had touched base with some old friends and a couple of people here on ICHC, and now I can't do sh**!!
Doing ok, 'don't have on', you mean MyYearbook.com that I asked you about? I don't get to see my son for awhile, I thought I might get to see him this last weekend, but that got shot down, and according to our caseworker up in Washington, with the new visitation rules, it might not be until December, or even January. This weekend was really rough. Hope you have a good day in school today, I'm sorry to hear about your best player, I'll keep her in my prayers along with you and your family, and your Grandmother!! Going to lay down for a couple of hours, take care! *HUGZ* BTW - would you like my email addy?
Hey, how'd your concert go? I'm going to be riding the train tomorrow to Tukwila, Washington (just below Seattle) for a collector's show on Caturday morning. If I can get on the computer at the hotel tomorrow afternoon and/or evening, I might be on here for a while. In case I'm not, though, I'll be praying for your team to whip the Lions and that your day goes good for you! I won't be back 'til late Caturday night (about midnight-ish), so if I can't use the computer at the hotel I might not be on until Sunday. Talk to you later, best wishes, and I'm keeping your Grandma in my prayers, too! *HUGZ*
